Thursday, 13 September 2007

OUR JOURNEY- In memory of Achan on his 6th Death Anniversary-




We set out on a journey together
through time ,through destiny and through life!
We set out to reveal the meaning together, but,
it was abandoned when you left!

I followed every footstep of yours...
I followed them with precision and reverence
And each time I stepped into your footstep
It was a revelation;I felt humbled at how small i am...


I chased every cloud you chased...
And like you made me promise...I trusted the wind...
Trusted the wind to take me to the silver cloud!
And when I found it..to no surprise...your footsteps were on it too!

I dreamt every dream you painted me
I dreamt them in colours of love and strength;
except one...that remain undone to this day..
as the wind spilled ink on it the day you left!


I thought my journey ceased, as there were no footstep....
I thought of you and I wept with my face in the sand...!
Heat of the sand screamed on my face..and...
Tears dried before they formed; they died even before they were born!

I blamed myself, I cursed myself...
and lifted my face from the sand...I looked around...
and i found...the desert was empty without you..
and I felt alone, very alone for the very first time!

I got up and prepared to go back...
When I noticed something in the sand...that looked familiar,
They were your footsteps;footsteps that you left behind..
That you left for me...before you left!

I cried and cried until next dawn,oblivious of all,
and tears streamed from my eyes,and touched the earth ..
the sand was wet finally;each grain listened to my sorrow,
the wind stopped around me too with concern; i didnt feel alone any more!

I realised then,The journey didnt stop after you left
i didnt go back and surrender to fate!
I realised you were there in the oblivion watchin over me,
you never left the journey, you just got there faster!

You left me your trail to reach you,
And I follow with carefullness..Not to disturb a grain of sand...
I look back and see our journey so far...undisturbed by elements
Lying there to tell our story to a time unknown,story of our journey!

I still am following in your footstep,
everytime feeling humbler..
i still chase the cloud and paint your dream...
everytime felling closer..


I feel your presence in every sand..
and every cloud that I chase...
the wind i trust tells me too
that i will meet you soon again!

You live in my journey...and I promise i will go on..
i will defeat the elements and fate ...
I promise to finish that undone painting too...
Finish it in colours that you dreamt of!

And after all the struggle, When i reach the end of my journey,
i know you will be there waiting for me...
After a rough journey, When I complete every dream of yours..
I know you will be there with open arms and your loving smile!

4 comments:

Anishhh said...

Good one chechi ;)..Had a flashback through those days with Achan..He was a Good man and I hope we make Him proud!

Great pic & a Great poem ;)...

We love you Dad & We are missing you!

Unknown said...

Great work Anju...Very touching and I felt the pain in each and every word...
He is lucky to have a daughter like you..And he is dere watching you and giving u his blessings...always..You make your dad so proud!!

vinay said...

awesome......straight from the heart...but sometimes our vocabs doesnt suffice......words are never enough....


hearts speak and we listen...

Anju said...

Thanks Anish Neetha and Vinay

Not great as far as language concerned but neverthless very close to my heart!Great to know you liked it!